So basically it's been a while. Okay , pretty long while. Guess right now , the only reason I feel like writing anything down is because I am severely hypoglycaemic with a reason to not keep eating. Lovely isn't it ?
SO why have I turned so masochistic?
The last few months have been eye-openers to say the least. From being broke to heart brooken.
To realize that I love doing the exact opposite of what I am doing etc etc.
And the journey I think has just about begun.
SO anyway the last I wrote was I guess when I was in the throes of heady love. I still am , thankfully with the same person. But the throes of love have moved onto shaky love. lol.wtw that is. Why am I joking about the one thing that is keeping my world in one piece?
I have no idea. But I do have a nagging feeling I will break down. But then I will survive.
As the below literacy level school -goers say : the show must go on , eh?
On another completely different note .I have figured out what I want to do {I think }
Management I belive is where my talents lie.
I think I shall start exploiting them soon. I have to be pretty rich , beautiful and accomplished before I turn 25 .
Ah, I do feel a new wave of depression slowly seeping through.
As always , c'est le vie till tomorrow.[:)]

:)

There are some things in life you cannot fight. Like the times you feel your chest plummeting through your body down to the very ground below and make you feel a hundred times lighter . Or the times you know you shouldn't feel the way you feel but you cannot help it. I am so totally lost and I so love it that I don't know how to put it in words. The fact that I , who was such a completely and utterly sensible person could act with such stupidity still amazes me.

And I understand. I understand now how totally glorious it is to have someone think about you everyday . To be happy for you , to cry with you , to support you even when you are wrong. The most amazing thing i have felt is being complete. I love it. I never knew I felt like a half before I met him. I feel like a wohle now.

I have laughed ,cried, been jealous , possessive, utterly vindictive, felt happy , felt kept , felt loved, felt blessed, so many things I have felt.

And now the best is just yet unfolding.