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There are some things in life you cannot fight. Like the times you feel your chest plummeting through your body down to the very ground below and make you feel a hundred times lighter . Or the times you know you shouldn't feel the way you feel but you cannot help it. I am so totally lost and I so love it that I don't know how to put it in words. The fact that I , who was such a completely and utterly sensible person could act with such stupidity still amazes me.

And I understand. I understand now how totally glorious it is to have someone think about you everyday . To be happy for you , to cry with you , to support you even when you are wrong. The most amazing thing i have felt is being complete. I love it. I never knew I felt like a half before I met him. I feel like a wohle now.

I have laughed ,cried, been jealous , possessive, utterly vindictive, felt happy , felt kept , felt loved, felt blessed, so many things I have felt.

And now the best is just yet unfolding.